32 oz of orange juice

november 2014

I want to paint my face & cry & drink 32 oz of orange juice

I want to play ricky eat acid over lesbian porn & ponder my losses

maybe if I clean my room and light a vanilla scented candle

I will obtain a security in this world, yes, a valuable individual

I want to be heard, to be seen, to be feared as an indigenous woman

for all indigenous women and my best friend and my future children

I want to love an ocean within an ocean (slender shoulders)

I want to wake up. I want to stop sleeping in so late, drink coffee

fill my windowsill with plants who will never remember my name

I want to drink water w chia seeds & wash the paint off my lips

write a song act how much I love/d boy, only boy, always boy

write my L O V E for all down in purple ink & carry on